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Free will

27 Monday Jul 2026

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The future or the past decides our present. The imagination with non existent correlates to the world is the lynchpin of free will. This I have come to realize. The definition of free will I am referring to is one in which an action in the present, as in right now, is determined by alternative constraints not in the present, but by things in the mind not having correlates to the present.

It follows, that the more imagination one has has, the more alternative paths one can envision and consider, the freeier we are. So working memory IS the place where free will exists, because it is where the alternative paths are held in limbo. turned over, rejected, replaced, and then decided on.

Dreaming of a better world

09 Thursday Jul 2026

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life, philosophy, religion, spirituality, writing

Let’s explore new worlds together. Where should we stop first? Dry Mars or cold Pluto? Or burning Alpha Centauri? None. I am interested in dreams rather than in the real. The real, while fascinating, is nothing more than a very complex though ingenious articulation of the periodic table. And on that table and the laws that dictate their mixing, I do not see a heart. And I do not see a conscience. I do not see a law that says: though must not kill. And this is why nature is not very interesting to me. On the other hand, dreams and its friend the metaphysical is where the principles we hold dear and aspire to live by, live.

I choose ‘though shall not kill’ over E = MC2 any day.

I see sparks of this dream in life, where love, sacrifice, and principles evolved to serve evolutionary interests. It’s the universe accidentally arriving at the ideal sideways, and for self serving interests that are conditional on survival: morality if it suits my survival. This is where we are at today. We have a dreamy metaphysical world where the greatest inventions ever to grace the universe exist. They reach out from that world into ours, and make themselves manifest on paper, in court rooms, in discussions, in our churches, mosques. It shows up in our primordial but heroic efforts to treat animals humanely and better yet, refuse to eat them. It shows up when a good man stops another man from raping a woman. It shows up when a people on the far side of the globe minding their own business rise up in protest for a people on the other side of the globe being slaughtered. But given how often and how quickly these fizzle away, and intended outcomes thwarted, it shows how poorly embedded these dreams are in the our minds, and ultimately in the universe. They are not stable, definition of dreams.

This is why I now believe that greatest achievement of mankind is not science, technology, medicine or the wheel, but morality and follows the right to pursue life, liberty, and happiness applied equally and fairly to all tribes. AI, travelling to the stars, a new physics, immortality, all look pale if we can’t stop humanity from slaughtering each other. As long as there exists on one side of the globe wasted food when on the other side a small bloated thing of skin and bones is crying for a morsel of bread, we have achieved nothing.

In this dream world, there is a special place with a special dream that I have. It is the most dreamy of dreams. What if we advance enough technologically so we can manipulate the universe and the laws of physics with such godly powers that we can create new worlds and matching our imagination. If that were to happen, the first and most important objective is to integrate moral principles into the universe, put them under a lock, and throw away the key. Make a universe in which ‘though shall not kill or harm’, and ‘do on to others as you would like them to do to you’ are as real as as E=MC2.

Now that is a world worth living in.

The fires burn bright in hell tonight

08 Wednesday Jul 2026

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The fires burn bright in hell tonight

Eager, eager, for justice

For the Ns and Ts making Gs

Burn, burn, burn

Ahh, if only it was true

That hell exists

And justice was real

And it was for the Ns and Ts making Gs

Soul suckers

07 Tuesday Jul 2026

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Phones

Soul suckers

How did you sneak in

To hands large and small?

Like hand held blackholes

One look, and locked!

Into an event horizon

of the real and digital

Wanting to stay in, wanting to pull out

One eye bathing in dopamine

The other a witness

To precious life, draining away

Energy

Time gone

From life already short…

Soul suckers

I have little left…

An ember of what was a raging fire

Give me some space

And time

And let me love my mother more

Make that new recipe

With zesty flair

And sit in silence

See my mind’s eye

Wonder and create,

Like it’s meant to be

Let my soul, parched for so long

Come back to life,

Please.

If you want me

03 Friday Jul 2026

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Write me. I want it flowery, I want it sunny, I want it full of oxygen, I want it pulsating with life. Then, sing me a song like a bird yearning for its mate. Do that on top of the tallest tree in the universe, right beside the Lord. Go up there. Fly right into his shadow, up and up to the top of the tree, sit on it, then sing. If he asks, say you’re proving love to one of his slaves. And when you’re done, fashion me the biggest rose the universe has ever seen. Finally, right me another note, everyday, till the end of time, telling me you would love me in a different way everyday, and why today your love is better than yesterday, and tomorrow better than today.

Cancer

01 Wednesday Jul 2026

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Cancer

Ancient spirit yearning to break free

From flesh and bones

And from watchful eyes

Of genes within

And immune armies outside

Cancer cells

Always peering, wondering

What’s it like

To swim through rivers of blood

Live on lands beyond your own

Like the liver ? Lungs?

In silence waiting, day in and day out

For a change within.

Then,

A gene mutates,

Houdini breaks free

Free at last, free at last

Free at last.

But freedom comes at a price

D-day

Landings on shores far from home

Many deaths, few survivors

A colony grows, the spirit lives.

And then,

Pain and blood

Doctors and poison sweep through

Death, death, death to you

A life extension for me

But, somewhere in the darkness

A cell, just one, lives

Cancer cells

I recognize me in you

Seeking a day of freedom

From a life of servitude

Though I fight for my life

I recognize the need for yours

Oh primordial spirit

I respect you

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