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Trees

16 Tuesday Jun 2026

Posted by Sam Beckett in Uncategorized

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life, nature, spring, trees, writing

I see trees out there, monstrous trees, kind trees, soft trees, loving trees, all kinds of trees. Odd to describe trees this way, but are they all not those things and more? The ultimate mothers, they cast their green nets at the sun all day toiling, to harvest every drop of light, and with a secret hidden gentleness carry it like a child, one photon at at time, one electron at time, down rivers of physics to make sweets for you and me.

There there, always there, just there all day while we rove around our world killing, living, loving, hating, cutting them down, raising them up.

There there, always there, witnesses to armies coming and going, to storms and sun.

No legs to walk on, or eyes to see, no ears to hear, just hands reaching out for light as if in prayer. Sometimes I feel like you want to run away. And you are at odds with your roots quite dug in, deep, branched, strong. You pull up, they pull down. Where do they want to go? Away, away from something as if? Moving upwards into the heavens, moving downwards into darkness, one side a lover of light, the other of darkness, One side an extrovert, the other an introvert.

Trees, embodiment of patience and resilience. Attender of your own funeral every year, watcher of your own death. The winters come harsh and murderous bullying you into quiet solitude. Naked are your branches, dead your children. But the memory is there, I can see you are holding on to the ghosts of leaves around the branches. Through snow you hold on, along with brethren and sisters. There, there, waiting.

Oh the joy you show when spring finally arrives. How bright green supple leaves spring forth from awakening branches, ready to make light into sweets again. The sugar high manifests in the sea of leaves that come forth eagerly.

Trees, thank you for your sweets. And thank you for the air I breathed while writing to you.

It

16 Tuesday Jun 2026

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writing, life, short-story, fiction, family

It, is something I feel but don’t see. It, is always with me everywhere I go, sitting right there on and in my chest like it owns it. It is the push to get me up to make tea, and the pull back to sit back down. It animates my arms and legs towards a girl I like, and lights the fire in my loins. It’s the most potent friend I have in the world that I have never seen, will never see.

I am aware of It, always. It’s the silence that I carry and the chaos lurking beneath. It’s the eyes behind the eyes, looking, watching from a distance but in an instant right there with me, eyes wide open and glaring. When I meditate it comes forward and sits with me. I look at it and see a fuzzy nebulous thing, always escaping scrutiny, analysis.

It, is faceless, egoless, all accepting.

It is the first and final mystery. It is an eternal mystery.

It, is the the last thing I will feel on my final blink.

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